So, haven’t actually blogged in a while, so since I’m waiting for Dylan to get out of school, and well, procrastinating to be honest… I have a whole bunch of stress in my mind that I just wanted to lay out since I can’t really articulate how I feel when I’m talking.
First off, the next couple months and the future are totally freaking me out, I mean I know life will be almost similar in the fall, but there have been talks with my parents that I should just stay home and that is not what I want to do. I love my parents, a lot, but I think that me being an only child is really limiting my growth. They don’t want to let go, and honestly I can’t support myself out in the world just yet. I am yearning for independence without the independence if you know what I mean. I am really blessed, and thankful of how privileged I am, but shit, since I grew up in the bay area, my mind thinks that things are never enough. It’s really annoying.
okay that’s all I really have on my mind right now, bye bye