It has been an amazing past couple of months being with Dylan, but today again, we had to part ways. I’m lucky though, I get to go up in a few days (Feb 13-21) and be with him for a bit longer.
What has been bogging me down is the major changes that are going to be happening in this upcoming year. I just got accepted to SFSU and I don’t know if I’m going to go there or not, but I am transferring in the fall, somewhere. Dylan on the other hand is graduating this may, and is uncertain of where he’s headed after he’s done with school.
We’ve talked here and there about plans in the future, and we have said that no matter what we are going to remain friends. That’s what’s hard, we don’t know of the future, and I just need to soak up the time and experiences I have with him now.
I love him a lot, and I just want to soak up what we had last night, that moment, and keep it in my heart forever. I am praying that in some way or another we will be near each other, and be able to grow as people together and not apart.