Love, Nadine

and I am still trying to figure things out on how to beat it.

So Dylan and I can go the Philippines this Summer

sold 11 things YAHHH.. still a lot of stuff though.. ill post pics of what im selling here.

Dylan can we book our flight for forever thanks

I’ve been doing pretty well on changing up my wardrobe, but still somethings missing. I want to take more risks. I’m about to start this 30 day workout plan, not to loose weight but to put more muscle than fat, i’m pretty flabby. I want to look pretty good when Dylan and I go to the pinas this summer. I am having an outrageous amount of confidence issues with my body lately, but that’s because I’ve been putting on weight, and my metobolism isn’t what it was. Hopefully I will be able to achieve what I want in the next six months since there isn’t that much to work on.

back to the clothes, more risks.. I really need to let go of some of the things in my closet, but personally it’s so hard.. I have like 2 garbage bags full of clothes I don’t use for sure anymore, and I think that there’s a lot more that should go in.. I just can’t pinpoint what.. I seriously can’t fit anything in my closet anymore. So I need to try and try.. okay I guess that’s all.. let me try to organize my closet again and see what I dispose of. 

tata

I’m guessing that one is pretty straight forward, no need to go in depth.

ugh

:)

except my church, but

late last year my mom had stage 1 cancer, and it has been removed (thankfully)

just recently, my aunt had the same type of cancer and that was removed as well

and just a couple days ago, my dad went to the e.r.

people just really don’t understand how to treat other people, and luckily I have built tough skin, because of what’s been going on with my life… there are bigger more important things than high school like drama. Its just really dumb that people expect so much from someone who’s going through a lot. 

luckily i get to get away from this place next month

and for a long time in the summer.

for now though, i am just going to sit and soak in all the happiness that I can.