& Since dylan’s stuck on 237 trying to get me, I though this is the perfect time to do so.
Life has been going well. I’ve been getting good grades, and I’m really excited for the summer. I can’t wait to hang out with megs on Monday and I’ve pretty much been hanging out with Dylan and my ICS 24 classmates lately. I love that class. Okay I have nothing else to say byee
I do understand the purpose and all, I think it’s a great idea, but I don’t understand why people have them when they know they’ll just get hurt or upset or mad at someone elses opinion. They have the option of not posting the offensive ones, and posting the real ones, don’t they? Why do you still post the ones that piss you off? People get way too defensive and angry just because of one anonymous post, or more, who knows. But people should remember they are putting themselves out there, and asking for opinions. You take that risk, of hurting yourself and your ego.
I don’t unfollow the people who have so many formspring replies on their tumblr, because I usually enjoy reading their actual post, the insightful ones.
Today, I didn’t go to my first class, well because I woke up late. I decided to head over to my ICS 24 class where we did a Bolinao 52 activity, where we were on boats and we have been sailing on the ocean for 10 days, and we had to describe why we deserved food, I said because I was a princess and I had to be alive to take my place on the throne. We were let out of class early, and then I just hung out with my best friends in the class, we just talked and did our HW. All the people in the class are awesome. I love my class.
I went home and got in a text argument. I hate that. Really, I do, but sometimes I can’t just let things keep bottled up inside of me, to benefit our relationship I need to say things, and not keep them in, and not be afraid of his reaction. Sometimes I just think he doesn’t understand me, but whatever.
Tevita came to my house and then we headed to downtown San Jose and got lost to find our destination. The thai restaurant was fun, we ate like we were a family. I really like how my professors are like homies, and honestly we can talk to them about anything.
We headed to the performance and it was awesome, I had a lot of good laughs with my friends. I can’t wait to see what happens with the friendships I have created in the class, we get along so well.
So yeah that’s all I really have to say, goodnight world.
because my boyfriend is having a rough time at school, and I can’t be there to comfort him, and I found out that his parents surprised him at his acapella concert! I relayed a hug from me through his mom to him. I miss him. and I’m glad today turned out well because he needs some happy spirits sent to him.
Because I haven't really got to put my say in this situation.
Just because I’ve been avoiding it, I just feel like a rant is about to come on.
After reading and stumbling across your blog I was hurt and flustered because I thought we really did create a legitimate friendship on tour, after our heart to heart, and I developed a trust that friends could have. I felt like I could go to you for the fun things in my day or maybe sometimes things serious, and you reacted like you cared, and maybe you did, I’m not sure. I was sensitive on not talking about my relationship out of respect for you. But things changed recently, honestly it all started when you asked me permission to post one of my pictures on your blogs, and I was flattered. I saw which one it was, and then my excitement died down. Then a couple weeks later I saw one post. As simple as it was, making fun of one aspect of my relationship, it made me realize that maybe this friendship wasn’t really real. It was just something to make it seem as if everything was okay, maybe to prove something? I dont know, I always make assumptions in my head for things, that’s just the way my brain works. That is why I decided to delete you off of my facebook, to end contact, since that was our only way of communicating. I realized that maybe you were two faced, and usually I have a high tolerance for that, you learn in high school, but it just got too personal. I understand that you and him had something, but emphasis on the word had. I know that what you had was special and I’m really sorry things didn’t work out. But the thing is, he’s with me now, he’s been with me for almost two years. But ragging on our relationship is not fair to me, because you really acted as if you were my friend. I thought you were one of those people I could depend on, because you are a cool person, and I feel as if you have a lot to offer to the world. You have made me realize to not be so gullible and trust so many people. I think ending this friendship is the best for the both of us, none of us deserve to get hurt anymore. I wish you the best.