Of being tied down, here, it’s so hard to just live my life, and be happy. You know what’s funny? Im in a very happy relationship, and this boy is probably the most supportive person in my life, and would go out of his way just to cheer me up, even if He’s in washington. But here? What makes me happy here? Honestly, absolutely nothing. I get yelled at just for leaving my shoes out, closing the door.. How am I supposed to grow up if I’m still treated like I’m in high school. I can’t make my own decisions, I can’t even decide on where I want to go transfer to, because they want me to stay local. How am I ever going to be completely happy with me life? I want to look at schools, and experience college by myself, see places, without their input, because its my future. I want to be happy.