Love, Nadine

It will be a New Year.

Every corner, every spot. There is so much useless crap in here, but it will be a good start to the new year

January: Spent the New Year in the Philippines, came back ready to end high school. Second Semester Has begun, ready to get up and move on. Had those redonkulous bangs. NEVER AGAIN. Worked on Sadies, weird to work on a dance without having a date.. Leadership was the bomb, the committee was my date :)

February: Science Camp was a blast with all the kids I hung out with and people from my class, it was really fun, and an experience I will never forget. Also met Gabe Bondoc, that was awesome.. spending time with him :D oh yeah. Went to Reno and Tahoe for a quick vacation to the snow.

March: Nothing special, had my Red hair phase, that was pretty awesome. Got a decent amount of hang out time with the boy, which is always nice. Last Trojan Olympics, and organizing that was a lot easier than last year, since I didn’t do as much. Tour preparation began for the summer.

April: Nothing much from this month, except the Accident and recovering from that. If you didn’t know, I got into a car accident on the way to school, I rear ended a lady on Jacklin, since she slammed on her brakes, and caused me to slam on mine, but I still hit her, and her car hit the person in front. my car was so close to being totalled, luckily I was already on my brakes slowing down, if I was going full speed, who knows if I’d still be here. But this month was just tough stuff.

May: Last full month of my Senior Year, dealing with the preparation for that, stressing out about the online class I almost failed because I had no dedication to that part of school. Went to Vegas for the Pacquiao fight, hung out with my friend Justyn after 4 years of not seeing each other. Then went to San Diego. Had the aunt visit with a couple of her employees from the Philippines, and got my car back. The boy comes back for summer.

June: Completing my online class, Graduating, having my graduation party, Rehearsals for the show, this month was just hectic, everyday I had something I needed to do, being a co-lead in the show was fun, but very time consuming, but I wouldn’t have spend my summer any other way. Got to hang out with the boys a lot, and some other people that were home from college along the way. Had some relatives from the Philippines come for my graduation. Twas nice to complete the 4 most awkward years of my life. I will not be seeing about half of those people for another 10 years. It was hard saying goodbye to my leadership class though.

July: Preparation for the Show for the first two weeks, and hang out with the boys was pretty much the first part of July. Then We had our opening shows which were really fun, and I miss it, I would do it all over again. Then headed to Europe for Denmark and England and preformed our show there, and I must say this trip was one I will never forget, it was amazing and I wouldn’t have it any other way. What a great way to end my years in Starfire.

August: Completed the tour the 2nd day of the month, Got home and had to start saying goodbyes, it was really hard to do that. But I realized I still had more vacation. Had to say bye to the boy again which led me to tears. But other than that saying bye to people was tough stuff, especially to my bestfriend becks. Bought Rupert and Tyrone.

September: STILL on vacation, decided to take a spontaneous trip to the Philippines by myself. First flight by myself, wasn’t as bad as I expected. It was fun being there, great way to kill time to wait for school. I got my bestfriend back home :) Started my first quarter of college, barely escaped the big storm ondoy in the Philippines by a couple days, hectic month

October: College has begun, dropped out of two classes before even starting, ended up taking three classes.. Made a few new friends, and just felt weird being in college. Went to Washington for 5 days, and it was the best 5 days of my life, I really want to go back. Also one of the harder times in my year.

November: Month of anticipating my birthday, and celebration. My bestfriends birthday and mine are in the same time span so basically the whole month we plan stuff out.Struggled with school, as always, thinking that I do have ADHD. Thanksgiving comes around, and I turned 18 finally. Caught up with people, it was a great month overall.

December: Flew by fast. It was just finishing up with my first quarter, freaking out a bit because of school. Having dylan comfort me every night. Break starts, hang out with friends, the boy comes home. Have a lot of fun, and now it’s almost the new year. Oh did I mention I went to Vegas again? Hah!

Which was the best month(s) for you?

May, June, July, August.

Which month(s) was the worst?

None in particular.

What was the most significant thing that happened this year?
Tour.

What person had the most impact on your life this year?

Dylan

What was the best concert that you attended?
I don’t remember any concerts.

What was your biggest challenge of 2009?
Distance.

Your biggest regret?

Uh, haha I don’t think I’d post that here.

What moments stand out to you the most?
Any moment where I was truly happy.

What band did you listen to the most?
Uh, I have no idea actually.

On a scale of 1-10, 2009 was a:

7

Meet anyone special?
I’m sure, everyones special.

Get close to someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes, definitely.

Have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yes.

Hook up with anyone, no strings attached?
No, I don’t think I’d do that to myself.

Experience the death of a loved one?
No one especially close, but had some distant family members move on.

Get in a fight?

Arguments.

Lose a friend?
It just isn’t meant to be.

Regret doing something?

I said this already.

Go to a concert?
Don’t remember.

Get back together with an ex?
Nope.

Accomplish a goal?
I think so.

Learn something new?

Yes, every year I do.

Get arrested?
Nope! Never want to.

Break up with someone?
Almost, but I’m dumb.

Get a tattoo?

Nah.

Go to a party?

I’m filipino.

The New Year: 2010
What will you be doing on New Year’s Eve:
Chillin at Becca’s then hang out with my parents.

Will you kiss anyone at midnight?
Nope.

What is your New Year’s resolution?
I don’t have one, I just needa get up and do something.

Did you keep your resolution from last year?
I never really made one.

Do you think things will be different in 2010?
Hopefully.

What do you want most out of 2010?
Independence.

Do you think 2010 will be better than 2009?
Hopefully.

Anything you are particularly looking forward to?
More Independence.

It’s so early. Heading to the car rental place. Then shuttle to the airport. Then fly home

About to watch la reve at the Wynn hotel. The theater is amazing